Here so soon?

Well, I didn't think it would come so fast. I am already on the other side of the world, but leaving to go to Thailand came so quickly. I have had a short 7 days with my sister that have gone by way too fast, and I leave in 2.

Am I ready? Am I prepared? Will I be effective?

All these things run though my mind, but looking at them they all seem like they are all about me, and that's the problem. Of course if its about if I can do it or not, it will surely fail. It's only what Christ does through me.

It still hardly feels like once I leave from spending time with my sister, I'm not going home until August. Weird. But Awesome. I am expecting God to do awesome things this summer.